A Little Less Loved

Mom and Me

Lonely, lost, I walk this path,
It’s full of darkness.
A little less loved is how I feel,
Lesser loved and sightless.

Wake up in the morning,
And I look at your tea cup.
Suddenly I’m reminded you’re gone,
And how there is little less of love.

I wander through the day,
Deserted and clueless.
Can’t figure out how to live, or breathe,
Blinded by the darkness.

In the evening, I come back to a house,
Which I once had called a home,
I wander through the walls that scream,
They scream that I’m alone.

Somehow I gather the courage,
To walk up to your room.
Everything still looks the same,
I can smell your perfume.

The smiles you smiled, the laughs you laughed,
In the house, they still echo,
The mirror has held your reflection,
Not wanting to let go.

Many words unsaid,
So many things were left undone,
The memories come back to me,
They come back one by one.

In the night, I lay in bed,
Counting the promises to keep,
Your smiling face, I miss, I miss,
So I cry myself to sleep.

I cry, I weep, I break, I scream,
Million times a day.
I search, I cry, I fall, I try,
But I cannot find my way.

So, blinded I just keep on going,
Lost in the darkness.
Coz a little less loved is what I am,
Lesser loved and motherless.

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5 thoughts on “A Little Less Loved

  1. Your words made me cry… I cannot even imagine the pain in which u wrote this…. But UA words really expressed everything and that u love UA mom a lot… And don’t u worry she is keeping a watch on u from heaven and saying …. Mah lil gal don’t u cry don’t u weep don’t u scream … I m jus by UA side … All u have to do is close UA eyes and take my name and all UA pain will be gone.

  2. its been i don’t know how many minutes and i am sitting here staring at the comment box as i am finding no words what to say to you, Bhuvan expressed beaurtifully above and i will second all that, your mother was proud of you and she smiles everyday when she looks down and watches her daughter. May she Rest in Peace, Amen.

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